jeez

Guys,guys,i think our society is rotting away at an incredibly ultra-mega-super fast speed.

Like, What The Fuck is actually happening to this world?

First,the Ukraine conflict and all the deaths,then the Ebola and, as if that wasn't enough, the Ferguson problem.

I am so done with everything.

Why does humanity even do this?

WHYYYYY?

Ehhh?

This actually happened yesterday,but i was far too excited to post it,hehe ^_^
So...
Remember when i said i would give up on crush-san? Forget it.
I mean,i wasn't serious from the very start,but still.....♥
Yesterday,during break time, he just randomly approached me(while i was sitting quietly at my desk,not bothering anyone) and decided to share with me his most important treasure......music.
Yep,at first i was like ''FTW?'',but then i heard some awesome instrumental song.......waaaah~
He said he's playing(guitar,for those who don't know) in a new band right now. HE also said they're having a concert on XX day and he said i could come for free if i wanted to...if i go it will be my very first rock concert..... (ﾉ◕ヮ◕)ﾉ*:・ﾟ✧
Btw,i've caught a cold......and so has crush-san...
All Hail Anna!!!
I was waiting for 2 freaking months,wishing i would go home with him. ALONE.
I was trying to figure out some topics we could talk on and some questions.
And then, it happened (though i wasn't really happy,i hate being the second choice....).
We walked,talked and laughed....it was sunny and nice outside...maybe not that nice....not that nice at all...it was FREAKING HOT!
So,me,as a reaaaaallly nice person,suggested it's a bit too freaking hot to be wearing a leather jacket(he wears his leather jacket with Deep Purple always.....its soooo asdfghjkl;♥) he agreed and he took it off....that was only the start of my maniacally evil plan.
After 5 minutes of walking he was like ''Oh,i'm cold ....and it's tiring to carry it in my arms....i guess i'll wear it again'' and then i said something like ''Can i wear it,then?'' while looking up there with puppy eyes. And he randomly agreed and took my backpack(i have it instead of a normal school bag).

challenge accomplished (๑>ᴗ<๑)

It was like,totally not my size. I'm used to wear my dad's clothes,but they aren't this much of ''not my size''.
After more walking and chatting he asked when my birthday is,that's pretty unfair,because i planned to ask him about that)). And then he changed the topic to ''friends'' and that's doubly unfair because i planned to  do it.....Geez....he said he could be my friend and that i can trust him.

That's it.....an interesting day in Anna's boring life.☆*:.｡. o(≧▽≦)o .｡.:*☆
Thank you.
Goodbye.

Hell,yeah

Well,well....it's been a long time, huh?
I was starting to miss this blog,or maybe not  i was totally missing it))
Well,not as if there was something interesting going on in  my awfully boring life.
Still,i actually missed writing every idiotic thing i did, so that people i won't ever know would be able to read it.
This day was pretty good(considering how bad it started) and,yeah, i'm still trying to get over crush-san.....
I've exams this year,so it's kinda strict at school,but my friends still manage to make me have lots of fun.
So,let's move to the subject. I've decided i'm going to diet,like,i need to get this 10 kilos off of me in 2 weeks. That's impossible,right? But it won't hurt to try)))
Sooooooooo.......today was awesome. After school we went to Ma-kun's place(me,him and our cute Lena).
His house is huuuge and beautifuul.
And he made us eat. It was delicious. Y'know,i realised he has grown a lot when standing there. He already isn't that little guy i knew back then and i was shocked by that fact.
After leaving with Lena,we passed some guys who called us ''fat'' (and that's the story of me hating groups of people my age and ''how Anna decided t diet hard'') so i,to calm down started listening to death metal at 100%  with a great help from my earphones.
I was mad. SERIOUSLY MAD. But then i passed my neighbour and started the polite act. She told me her grandson was coming(and that's the story of me being happy today).
I was waiting for that lil' shit for 3 freaking years. I'm inexplicably happy now but i have to stop and put on the ''i don't care'' act.)))
My perfect poker face.
                   

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What about crush-san? He's in a hospital with a minor cold.

Yeah,not that i care.....*bad poker face*..............

Oh,and i'm watching Superatural)))

that's what i told him. I mean,i've got to let go,right? i can't be stuck in the past forever..

new semester

I'm back....well,i wasn't really gone,just lazy....sorry...

Well,i'm as single as forever,and just living with the hope that some beautiful day,when petals of sakura float in the air i'll magically meet someone who looks at me the way Haru looks at water))).

''So,after the long 'n tiring holiday  i'm finally going back to school.''  ← this certainly looked like a good idea before actually going.

In the very first day we changed classrooms and this one is cold,old and smelly....yeah.......-_-"

And that's not all, i've got 8 new classmates,that were absent in the first day because they were scared (what did they think? that we'd eat them?) . Today they came...only  5 of them, though...

Srsly?
Now i kinda wonder if we're really that scary)
well,let's make a quick description of each of them.
There are -- 2 girls

                    3 boys

One of the girls has my name (i'm Anna,btw),still not as awesome as me....she's only Ana...hohoho))

The other one has my sis' name (Christine).

Oh,i forgot to mention they all came from the countryside

The girls have the typical faces of country girls..............that doesn't really matter..........at least to me.

Ana looks like the quiet type(i do as well so...who knows?) and Christine is kinda....bitchy,that's only the first impression and i'm bad at judging people so don't blame me later if it turns out to be wrong.

And now...the most important......BOYS.

I know their names but i kinda don't want to write them because i don't know who is who....like, i know the name but i don't know which one of them that name belongs to.

So we'll have the traditional pseudonyms))) yay!

• The first one looks plain and kinda red,his height is average,and doesn't look like he's got really brilliant social skills or intelligence. We'll call him.....Ikkun.
• The second one has a really awesome monobrow, so we'll call him Monthy.
• And the third one is kinda tall (not as tall as crush-san,though) but he's got a horrible hairdo, and has a face that says ''I'M GAY,DO ME'' in all caps. That's why we were laughing uncontrollably when they came in the classroom. By the way,let's just call him Uke-chan xD

After taking a look at these guys i finally understood how manly are crush-san and Sasha and D-chan and Ma-kun(that's another friend of mine))))

Ahhh....i wonder what i should do to get along with guys....?

Please help me...somebody?

What to talk to them about?

How to talk to them?

Can't somebody explain me? PLease....