awkward

Weird and mostly boring day at the start))
These guys,they never change,staring at my boobs......geezus.....
At the last lesson (english btw) i sat (finally) with crush-san and asked him to come with us to eat pizza...he declined,saying the'll fell better without him. As a normal person,i tried to cheer him up,and said it'll be more fun if he comes too.....then,he was like''ya inlove?'' and i was like ''with who?''
And then.....the awkward time began.....he said ''with me'' ....and of course my tsundere mode turned on so i said '' pfff...you crazy?'' and the lesson ended....he asked me if i'll go home with him,but well,i had an appointment with my friends so the reply was ''no''. It would've been a good idea to go with him....we could clear the things up,but i made a promise after all,so i couldn't go with him.
Don't wanna go to school on Monday....it'll be awkward.....
What should i do? I can't say i like him,it'll be trublesome for both of us...so i need a reason..omg.....
Advice?

fun

Guys really are slow,but know what? i'm slower than them)))
i just can't understand what they're thinking.
I sat with my original desk-mate (i'll call him D-chan)
That guy's smoking,so uncool.....
Crush-san said he wanted to stay with me,but D-chan didn't let him. We had 2 lessons of PE. I had to do 50 squats and then  the teacher made us run,jump and everything possible at PE. In the end 5 guys played basketball and the other part of the class played volley. I was watching them. I should say that D-san has a rather nice body)))
Anyways,i was watching guys as they did tractions and suddenly crush-san sat near me. I was looking at guys like ''wow,they can actually do something that awesome,unlike me'' as soon as he heard that he went and did some tractions,i was like ''lol'')))) Then i was watching them playing basketball,when he saw i was looking at them,he started playing))
Are you trying to show off,baka?))
And after the lesson ended he asked me if i want to wait for him and watch him train at basketball.....i declined(sorry) I'd love to,but i promised mom i'd do something for her......geez.....it was a cute day. Everyone wanted me. At first Gou-san (the girl he said he likes) asked me to come with her to the info class,on the hall we met with crush-san who took my hand and told me to come with him to take something he needed,then my good friend ---> Lena,appeared out of nowhere,and took my hand from his,and started running with me towards the cafeteria......i wanted to go with crush-san though........)))
And at PE, Sasha sat on my lap selfishly,and was like '' ohmygod,so soft and comfy)))''
And crush-san was like '' you lucky bastard''))))

festival

My deskmate came back #ohmygosh
What will i do tomorrow?
Today i went to the school festival, yay! And there were loooots of sweets (and mine too))) And when i had to go home it started raining heavily....oh geez.
I had good luck though, dad came to get me with his car. What should i do tomorrow? I have a desk mate choice to do....
Nevermind that,i don't really care, 'cause y'know, i talked with Hunter-san yesterday. So now i'm like overflowing with happiness))) He's such a nice person i just asdfghjkl;'♥
Baka watashi))) Oh,and i drew something,i'll post that later...ok?

thoughts

Gah..guys really are slow.....
I mean,i've waited for you 3 hours and you ask me why i'm still there? 'Cause i like you,idiot.....
BUt well,he said i'd make a good wife :">
Poor guy,he's so innocent,not knowing i'm a fujoshi who enjoys yaoi xD
But y'know,i regret nothing at all =)
And we drew grafitti on the school walls (with chalk,no money for the real thing) And it looks pretty cool :)))
And i met one of my classmates that went to italy when i was in 6th grade. He changed a lot. Let's call him Chris)) It was a wonderful day,and tomorrow is the school festival.....

new

Hahah xD....colegii mei sunt cadre,really. And why the hell is everyone staring at my breasts? Geez. THey brought the guitar to school again, this time he played '' Smells like teen spirit'' by Nirvana =))))
And then,poor crush-san,i pity him, having to walk home with 2 girls talking about guys non-stop))).
On Wednesday we have something like a school festival. Sis would've loved it. I'm in charge of selling cookies and sweets))) hand-made ones.....oh geez)) Makes me happy though,i like baking. And now i'm horribly stuck with my homework..as you can see i'm too lazy to do it so i'm writing here ^.^
I miss Hunter-san....

Pretty true pic, huh? )))

lazy

ok,deci ati observat ca atunci cind e info top-secret incep a scrie in engleza...findcaaa.....imi e mai comfortabil dupa toata manga pe care am citit-o  engleza pe care o fac la scoala xD.
Oh,geezus,nu vreau miine la scoala x_x. I'll have to face crush-san again. And,by the way,my long-absent original desk mate is coming back,so i'll have to part with crush-san =( . And that friend of mine,let's call her......Gou-san (idk why),asked me if i like him....is it really that obvious? you're the third person asking me that -_-" . Of course i said ''no'' , but then...a miracle occurred, and she said '' i think you like him,and he likes you too.'' Though i was happy for a tiny bit of second, i remebered he liked her,so it ruined all the mood. Hahah...i'm a baka,totally. He brought his electric guitar to the school. I love the way he and another one of my classmates (let's call him Art-kun) were playing their guitars ^ ω ^..........that's it for today,i'm pretty lazy and i have to go to bed early,i have school tomorrow,deshou?

That's literally me every time he sends  a ''hi'' message)))

School

Ahh,nu am mai scris de ceva timp...
La scoala imi merge super bine.....mai bine zis,imi mergea pina la un moment dat.
Actually,i've got a tall deskmate. Seriously,he's a pretty interesting fellow. He's always looking and touching the clock necklace my sis gave me. This guy.... what he says and does, don't you hella realise it's something you should say/do only to the girl you like,you BAKA?!Lemme call him crush-san.
We went into the park with my friends,by the way, Sasha brought weed to the school (oooo yeaaaa) and they were getting high at the lessons....that was a sight,really.
In the park i met my old friends from the other school,and when i came back to my classmates, crush-san was really down. It seems Sasha said that crush-san likes that friend of mine.....that wasn't much of a shock,i was ready for this so it doesn't really matter. It's like a love triangle now.....no,wait,i mean square,love square,cause she has a boyfriend. And, within 3 hours i've been bro-zoned.....that's the worst.....
But sice  that ''confession'' she started coming to school in cute clothes and wearing make-up,and she clings to him like....always. Annoying,i mean, you have a boyfriend so don't touch other people's crushes xD....nope,she's my friend so i can't hate her,it's not her fault anyways.
But well, y'know, i receive kind of special treatment since i've been bro-zoned, that's why it's not really hopeless....not gonna dress up like a girly girl or wear make-up,though...
Heheheheheheheheheheheheheheheheeheh)))))

Btw,i watched '' Shingeki no Kyoujin'' All episodes(that were aired yet) oh my gosh, Rivaille why the hell you so sexy? And Eren so cute? And Armin, oh my Armin~

Sweet Jesus,why does everyone have to die in this  anime?
It's more like ''Attack on Feels'' than ''Attack on Titans''......

1 septembrie

Dupa cum am mai spus, m-am transferat la o scoala noua. Azi a fost inceputul anului scolar si de aceea m-am simtit un pic ciudat in clasa noua,dar nu pentru mult timp. Colegii sint foarte bravo)))
Abia astept sa ma duc iine la scoala din nou.